Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Good News!

On Tuesday March 22nd I had my first doctor's appointment. Everything went very well. I had our first ultra sound and the baby measured at 6 weeks 1 day but they are still keeping my expected due date for Thursday November 17th which means we are actually at 5 weeks 5 days. They were able to see cardio activity in the baby which they told me is a very good sign. I had a full examination and received a lot of information and brochures about pregnancy. I also went back to the lab to have another blood test but this time I had a full obstetrics blood workup so they took a lot more blood than usual. I will have my next doctor's appointment on Tuesday April 5th.

Everyday I become a little more reassured and I think this doctor's appointment has gone a long way in calming my fears. I still pray everyday for the safety of our new baby and for all others who are still trying to conceive.


Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Baby Steps 3

On Monday March 14th I went to the medical mall for my blood test at 7:30 in the morning in hopes that maybe that would mean I would get my results later that day. Unfortunately I did not hear back from the doctor's office that day.

On Tuesday March 15th my doctor's office called and said that my HCG had risen to 1014 from its previous 196 and that this indicated appropriate growth and everything was going well. She told me to call back and set up an OB appointment. I called the doctor's office and asked if they had also tested my progesterone level, but they told me that since my level had been so high before (a 46) they did not feel the need to retest the level. They asked me if I would like to have my progesterone tested again and I said that would make me feel better. I did not have to go back to the lab because they were going use my previous sample. We set up an OB appointment for Tuesday March 22nd.

On Wednesday March 16th my doctor's office called and said my progesterone level was a 45.9 which was still good because progesterone levels are not supposed to raise as quickly as HCG levels and there can be a slight fluctuation. She said that a 45.9 was still a very good progesterone level.

Things are going well and I'm trying to conquer my fear and be happy and hopeful. I think I'm still in shock but I am so thankful. Thank you for your thoughts and prayers. Today marks 5 weeks I'm pretty sure according to the time when we had the IUI. I know there are people who are still struggling to obtain a positive pregnancy test and I pray for these people everyday and I will continue to pray for them.

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Baby Steps 2


Have faith in God when your prayers are unanswered, your earnest plea He will never forget. Wait on the Lord, trust His word and be patient. Have faith in God He'll answer yet.

On February 12th I started my 7th round of clomid and I picked up my prescription for my HCG shot.

On February 21st I went to the doctor’s office to have an ultrasound to measure my follicle growth. I had one follicle that measured 1.8 and one that measured 1.6. They wanted them to measure at a 2.0 so they decided to not give me the HCG shot that day.

On February 22nd I went back to the doctor’s office. They did not repeat the ultrasound but they gave me my HCG shot.

On February 23rd I went back to the doctor’s office. Noah and I had our second intrauterine insemination (IUI). This one caused a little bit of pain but nothing bad at all.

On March 4th Noah and I celebrated our 11 year anniversary of being together!

Life was crazy busy. I had a rehearsal for a Britten opera at UAB on Tuesday March 1st. I had a 7 hour rehearsal in Muscle Shoals for the Shoals Symphony on March 5th and a performance in Muscle Shoals on March 6th. On Monday March 7th we went to Birmingham for rehearsal, on Tuesdays March 8th we went to Sewanee for a rehearsal, on Wednesday March 9th we went to Birmingham for rehearsal. On Thursday March 10th Noah left in the morning to go to a conference in Baton Rouge and I went down to Birmingham for a rehearsal.

On Thursday March 10th I was on cycle day 29. For the past three years I have been watching and counting my cycles and I have never before had a cycle that lasted more than 27 days. Before clomid I averaged 24-26 days but since clomid I had been averaging 25-27 days. I had been taking my Basal body temperature everyday that week and it was not going down so I knew something was different. I woke up without an alarm at 4:00 in the morning. I took my temperature and it was still high. I went to the bathroom and took a First Response pregnancy test. I sat on the bathroom floor for a while and looked over at the test. Once again, like so many times before I saw that one pink line completely clear as day. I walked over to throw the test away and noticed that there was the ever so slightest hint of a second pink line. I didn’t think that I had ever seen even a trace of a second line before so I stared at it a good while to make sure my eyes were correct. I called Noah in to ask if he saw the second line as well and he did. We decided that I would call my doctor and set up an appointment. I was nervous about taking a second home pregnancy test because if it said I wasn’t pregnant, I still wanted to go to the doctor and see what was up. Noah went out to the store and bought a digital First Response test. I went back to sleep and at 6:00 I took the digital test. I didn’t know if this test would be as sensitive, but about a minute later the digital test said ‘yes+’. We knew then that we definitely wanted to see the doctor as soon as possible. I was still wary because I knew that having an HCG shot can give you a false positive but my doctor had said to wait two weeks after having an IUI to take a pregnancy test and I had waited 15 days.

At 8:15 am I talked to my doctor’s office and set up an appointment to come in at 10:45am. I left school and went to the doctor’s. I went back and they gave me another urine test, which I passed again with a faint second pink line. The doctor said it was probably too long since I had had the HCG shot for it to be a false positive from that. They gave me lab orders and sent me to the lab to have my progesterone and HCG levels tested and they would call me with the results later that afternoon. They told me they would better know how far along and when to set up another appointment based on these results.

I called Noah who was waiting at the airport and I went back to school to finish the day. At 4:15 the doctor’s office called and said my results were ‘great.’ My progesterone was a 46 and they looked for at least a level of 15 and my HCG was only 196, which is low, indicating very, very early pregnancy. I will go back to the lab on Monday March 14th to have my HCG levels tested again.

Right now we are cautiously optimistic. I do not know if this is the end of our journey with infertility or if this is just another step along the way. Either way, I am so grateful because I feel that no matter what happens this is a huge leap for us. I have prayed and hoped for a positive test for so long, I almost don’t even know what to think. I'm not ready yet to start thinking about the eventual outcome or to shout our news from the rooftops but I wanted to share our latest and biggest step forward. Everyday that passes I start to believe it more and more but I know that we are extremely early on. I’ll continue to pray and to have faith that God is in control.